Finding My Roots & the Cleanse!
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Written by: Deneale K. McElhaney~Williams
Today I experienced my first Native American Ritual. Never have I
been allowed to, or had anyone willing to share or teach me the ways of
the Natives until now. And I am extremely grateful, as well as blessed.
I
recently came in contact with an Apache (I probably spelled it wrong)
named Dinella Morales (whose name almost sounds like mine) and who has
had many life experiences similar to mine, that we get long like Sisters
and call ourselves as such.
This
is not a cyber friend, but real life. And we both see things before
they happen, dream see events, are loud, (but many Natives are!) we
don't beat around the bush, and believe in complete and total honesty,
and speak from the heart!
When we
met, rather then speak we both just stared at one another. My husband
stood there, afraid to speak. He thought something was wrong. Then we
started laughing. Finally he asked: "What in the hell is going on?" And
we told him. We didn't need to exchange words, we were already talking
to one another. Since that very moment he hates being around us because
we do it all of the time.
Anyway,
my house currently smells of white sage, and I feel so much better then
I did before. It was an enlightening experience, and she says that we
need to do it again in a few days. I learned quite a lot, prayed, and
spoke, walked through out my house, rinsed myself in blessed holy water
and watched as two peacocks appeared from out of no where to stand
outside of my open kitchen windows as we concluded the ceremony to stand
with their heads held high and tail feathers expanded to show their
approval. I knew right then God has extended his approval and blessings
upon me, even before Dinella told me.
God
has blessed me recently with two Native American friends, the one I
didn't even know was, until I told her to check out my BullyVille
report.
Said friend, she came
into my life before Dinella, as a screen name "Cat" is all I'm going to
tell to you, because of issues I have on the net~but if ever you were to
see my house and walls, I collect cats, Leopard prints, tigers, and
Lions, not to mention I am of course a Leo the Lion Astrology sign. And
the "cat" friend online, has been helping me, listening to me, and more
w/said situation since we met, and even more so recently. It was Cat,
that more~or~less guided me into my recent freedom. (for that Cat. I
will always love you dearly and you will hold a special place in my
heart forever, even if the problem does come back!)
My Bestie Cat |
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So I now think, I know what I am to do, and what God wants of me. I have seen the signs. And I accept.
By the way, through a blood test, I have had the pleasure of knowing I am more than eighty percent Native American. That's all I'm gonna say....
By the way, through a blood test, I have had the pleasure of knowing I am more than eighty percent Native American. That's all I'm gonna say....
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thank you for being my friend too. You mean more to me than you will ever know. In the words of my ancestors:
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"Cat"